Wednesday, October 6, 2010


I'm not sure why I'm keeping this blog anymore...I'm not often inspired to write here very often, I don't feel I have much to say (aside from complaining about health stuff & the lack of creativity that ensues).

And speaking of that lack of creativity...I feel the desire to do so (both art & writing..and even photography), but I just am not doing any of it. Again I can blame it on the health woes (just feeling blah, no energy--not so sure the thyroid treatment itself is doing the trick) or on my studies for the dog training, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm just not creating...even when I do have time. And it's pissing me off...and frustrating me...and getting me a bit down lately.

That is all...



  1. I totally get that feeling. I've just started two part-time jobs (to make a full one) and going from to the other, as well as all the planning involved and just live really drains me out. I have a stack of paint and other things waiting for me use them and i'm not doing any of it! Frustrating, but I don't think you should give up! It's part of the process. Best to you, and good luck with the dog training!

  2. Isn't typing in a blog being creative? You shouldn't be so hard on youself. There's nothing wrong with complaining on line--no one can complain about having to listen to you, no one can back talk you, and no one can take away what you have to say. Embrace it.

  3. Quit kicking yourself, girl. Your photography has an impressive quality in your eye for color. The rooftop reminds me ever so much of the vividness of the colors in the furniture arrangement you posted long ago. I am a 73-year old professional photographer long past my prime, but I know quality when I see it.

  4. Awww, thanks Landon...I'm sure you've got some prime left in ya. I know, I know...I don't know why I always come across so hard on myself. I'm almost 40 & it's always been that way. Maybe the next 1/2 I'll go easier on myself.